I don't wanna!

I've needed to have surgery on my jaw since....welll....a long time. i've been reading alot about it including a couple people's blogs and....I thought....maybe I could do without it. One girl said it was way more painful than childbirth. crap. So I look up the long term effects of severe tmj and it's kinda even worse. Arthritis, not being able to chew, teeth cracking, the migraines will continue. bleh. now I just have to find a doctor, orthodontist, make sure it's all covered under insurance, this isn't going to be fun. but hey, i'll look prettier and be in less pain once it's all over. 6 weeks of not eating is gona suck.