PAIN

HURTS. I'm so sick of headaches and migraines and pain. this sucks. I wonder how many people would be on disability if they had this much chronic pain. I hope surgery works. if not, just put me to sleep...living like this...is just too hard. I just want to feel normal, medications don't even make me feel "normal" anymore.

To those I haven't been talking to as much, i'm sorry. I work and come home because it's all I can do. I don't ever feel good enough to try to do anything. I'm sorry.