What I want out of life

I want to finish school...not for me but for everybody else. People who don't finish school in this world are seen as failures. I don't want to be seen that way, I want to be able to go into a respectable career. but a career isn't my goal.
The hardest and in my eyes the most respectable career to choose is being a good wife and full time mother. That is all I really want out of life. I don't want to be rich, have lots of material things, or so busy that everyone is impressed by the load I can carry. Most people would look at what I want and turn their nose up at me because I want the traditional role so badly. I respect good mother's so much more than people who have PHD's and make loads of money every year. Some people think that women who stay home with their children are lazy, and yes, some of them are, but the ones who put their heart and soul into their family are the most amazing people on the face of the earth. I want to be a cook, a maid, an accountant, a chouffer, a tutor, I want to be a mother.

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Anyone want a guinea pig? He comes with everything he needs!

Yey for adding stuff to the target wedding registry!!!

Every time I clean my desk off, I think...OOH! space to do some art project. And then my desk is immediately messy again. Earlier this week it was my wedding jewelry...isn't it pretty??

This is the rose from Hannah's casket...I put it in a shadow box to protect it. In 9 days it will mark the day she went into the hospital for her transplant. I still don't understand why it happened...If anyone deserved to enjoy life it was her. I still miss her more than I can express.

89 days

til the wedding...holy cow where does the time go?
I already have

1) the prettiest wedding dress ever
2) the honeymoon dress (who knew?)
3) the invitations
4) the registry
5) the location
6) some decorations and the cake stand

Yes, it's awesome that I started working for a time management company right before we got engaged...otherwise, all this stuff would have waited till the night before...hehe

here's my honeymoon dress
http://www1.macys.com/catalog/product/index.ognc?ID=240428&CategoryID=19265&LinkType=EverGreen

but Christopher said we have to check into the hotel in our wedding clothes so everyone will say "Awww" to us...hmmm